settling down lyrics

Though you're always on my mind
Found a sickness that was mine
Chose a life out on the run
All alone inside this game until I'm done
Sometimes I don't think I can trust myself anymore
Seems I've failed you all my life
Youthful dreams you'd be my wife
Before I fall into the sun
If there never is again, you were the one
Sometimes I don't think I can trust myself anymore
So I don't feel that I can love you anymore

On this settling down
Oh I better lay down and rest awhile

And I say no