if i only knew lyrics

You bring me so much pain
Things ain't the same
Hate playing your games
But who am I to blame you for being you and doing what you do
I'd say no Merci Beaucoup
If I only knew
If I only knew
If I only knew
If I only knew

Waking up Sunday morning to find
You've been playing, messing with my mind
Why was I so blind and why did I waste my time
Confusion and illusion, delusion oh yeah yeah

You bring me so much pain
Things ain't the same
Hate playing your games
But who am I to blame you for being you and doing what you do
I'd say no Merci Beaucoup
If I only knew
If I only knew
If I only knew
If I only knew

You tell me no, this ain't so, what am I to do
And what's all this about you saying if you only knew
Does it mean you wouldn't be with me
Please believe that I never would deceive you don't be naive
Does it mean you wouldn't be with me
Please believe that I never would deceive you don't be naive.

You bring me so much pain
Things ain't the same
Hate playing your games
But who am I to blame you for being you and doing what you do
I'd say no Merci Beaucoup
If I only knew
If I only knew
If I only knew
If I only knew

You bring me so much
I hate playing your games
Blame you for being you,
If I only knew, If I only knew, If I only knew..