what's good for me lyrics

I ain't no queen of hearts, I go through stages
I fall in love then complicate it, yeah, you know the feeling
Without much hope just blind ambition
Pretending that theres nothing missing, I always kept believing

That more, I thought if I had more, I wouldn't get so bored oh no
But everything just left me empty
Love walkin' in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more
Well I don't trust myself life really sucks

And first time I did it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
So this time I'm gonna do it different 'cuz I know, I know, I know
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me, yeah

I'm just tryin' to be creative but everyones so opinionated
They wanna tell me what I'm feeling
'Cuz one man's junks another's treasure
When it's done it's hard to measure or keep on believing

That more, I thought if I had more, I wouldn't get so bored oh no
But I know it's gonna leave me empty
Love walkin' in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more
Well I don't trust myself I don't wanna get so bored

And first time I did it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
So this time I'm gonna do it different 'cuz I know, I know, I know
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me, yeah

'Cuz I don't want to live my life
Wondering if only I woulda, I shoulda, I coulda
But I didn't 'cuz I only blame myself again

And first time I did it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
So this time, this time, this time
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me, oh

And I, I, I, I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
So this time I'm gonna do it different 'cuz I know, I know, I know
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me, me, yeah, oh

I'm gonna do it different, I know, I know, yeah oh yeah
That's when I really blew it
I'm gonna do it different, 'cause I know I'm gonna get what's good for me