what you want lyrics

Woke up from another dream
With the clouds in my head
Sat down by the window
Watched the sunrise burning red
I guess I'm doing alright now
But ther's too much time to kill
I can't forget you lying there so still
Picture back to another time
I see you standing here
You said would you ever forgive me if I chose to disappear
I turned away and closed my eyes
I didn't think I could
If that's what you want I guess I would
If that's what you want I guess I would
You know I can't live like everyone esle
Nothing ever seems that simple in my head
I feel myself slipping away
I don't want to wind up helpless in my bed
This time I want to get out
Walk but I think I'll fall
I can see myself in so many ways
I curse myself instead
Was there something I should have done
Something else I could have said
You know I tried to change it
But I can't forgive you still
If that's what you want I guess I will
If that's what you want I guess I will
You know I can't live like everyone esle
Nothing ever seems that simple in my head
I feel myself slipping away
Tired of waking up lonely in my bed
This time I want to get out
Walk but I think I'll fall
This time I want to get out but I think I'll fall