too much to ask lyrics

It's the first time I've ever felt this lonely
Wish someone would cure this pain
It's funny when you think it's gonna work out
Till you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
Up until the point you didn't call me when you said you would
Finally figured out you're all the same
Always comin' up with some kind of story

Every time I try to make you smile
You're always feelin' sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh
You can't, you're too tough
You think you're loveless
Is that too much that I'm askin' for?

Thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So, I thought you would have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warnin'
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again
Can't you see that you lie to yourself?
You can't see the world through a mirror
It won't be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I'm, I am still here

But every time I try to make you smile
You'd always go and feelin' sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is that too much that I'm askin' for?
Yea yea yea yea

Can't find where I am lyin' here alone in fear
Afraid of the dark no one to claim alone again
Yea yea yea yea
Can't you see that you lie to yourself?
You can't see the world through a mirror
It won't be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I'm, I am still here

Every time I try to make you smile
You're always feelin' sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh
You can't, you're too tough
You think you're loveless
It was too much that I asked him for