this is not a dream lyrics

this is not a dream, i am not sleeping. here is a sad scene, no time for weeping. pain yes, it doubles me over. again and again, its the same. and no matter what i do i cant change you. i cant keep you all to myself. this is not a dream, i am not sleeping. here is a sad scene, no time for weeping. i want to do something different before i die. i know you want to keep me from leaving and i dont want to hurt you because this is our life and not wishes come true. this is not a dream, i am not sleeping. here is a sad scene, no time fore weeping. we had a conversation and i could see it in her eyes. all the hurt that youre feeling and i dont blame you because this is our life and not wishes come true.