thinking out loud lyrics

I?ve been losing my mind, I?ve been living a lie
I?ve been running away for so long
I try to put on a face and cover my heart
But I?m needing it now so bad

I don?t know how I feel
Maybe I?m mad or maybe I?m proud
Can?t find the truth, can?t speak my mind
Don?t know what I'll say, I?m just thinking out loud
Thinking out loud

No, no I can't explain what?s happened to me
I feel like I?m right and wrong
Inside everything?s upside down, everything?s spinning around
And it?s freaking me out

I don?t know how I feel
Maybe I?m mad or maybe I?m proud
Can?t find the truth, can?t speak my mind
Don?t know what I'll say, I?m just thinking out loud

If only for a day I could be free
I bet you?d feel the same if you were me
I?m gonna spit it out, just let go

I?ve been losing my mind, I?ve been living a lie
I?ve been running away for so long

I don?t know how I feel
Maybe I?m mad or maybe I?m proud
Can?t find the truth, can?t speak my mind
I don?t know what I'll say, I?m just thinking out loud
Yeah, I?m thinking out loud, thinking out loud

Can?t find the truth, can?t speak my mind
I don?t know what I'll say, I?m just thinking out loud