the way i wanna go lyrics

I know of a heaven, and damn sure
I know of a Hell
If you could take a look into this fighter's mind
The things you'd see
What would you think? How would you feel?
If you could really know me
Can you see this Hell I feel inside?
A tragedy, a tragedy in a human mind
That's what I am!
So turn away, turn away and go
Turn away while you still can
Turn away
The way I'm gonna go is not the way you want to go
This reign that I have built myself, over the years
Will crumble down on me.
Life's double-edged sword gives both pleasure and pain
And it's my cross to be carried
Can you see this chaos-ridden mind?
This tragedy, this tragedy of a human mind
That's how I am!
"It might seem to you that we are the same. But that's just a part of the
illusion of life. There's no perfection in this world, and in the end
we're but two strangers sailing our personal seas of sorrow..."
I've been to heaven, and let me tell you
I've been down there
So turn away, turn away and go
Turn away while you still can
Turn away,
The way I wanna go is not the way you want to go!
Turn away, turn away
This is the way I wanna go