the sufferer lyrics

I find when I'm all alone that I feel so ashamed
Cause all my pride is gone
Say what you never can resist
Say what you never would to believe
give what you never want to show
Give what you never would receive
A time when I`m all alone & I`m breathing afraid
Cause all my pride is gone
Elate the tears I create how completely inane
Cause all my pride is gone
Collapse at my sorry stance but I need to surpass cause...
Cause all my pride is gone
My only thrill alone in my own hell