the only way that i know how to feel lyrics

Before you let me fall,
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
Push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
Cuz everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how to feel

Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how….

To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret from all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These sewn up scars will never heal
But I put down a deal
Cuz that's only way that I know how to feel

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave in pieces
Broken and bruised

Take me for granted
Make me…I promise that you'll
Never keep on fallin' to pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that the only way that I know how to feel

I know how to feel...
You're the only way that I know how to feel