suicide by my side lyrics

Living everyday through this nightmare no signs of waking up
Surrounded by my fear and frustration paralysed here I stand

So I surrender now, and give up on myself
How much more can I bear? Seems no one even cares
I'm drown in a sea of desperation

Been sinking for so long, I'm one to deep now
Suicide the comfort that I crave
Kill me now and send me to my grave
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide you're listening to me
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide salvation from my pain
Suicide your life is in my hands
Suicide stay by my side
I've tried over and over again, still you see, I can't hang on
Hopelessly I lie and wait for redemption, as I slowly drift away


Drink of the poison now and take my final bow
Don't know what lies ahead I'll take that chance though
(I kiss my life goodbye so hear my last words...)
For all that I've been through don't know what else to do
Suicide the comfort that I crave

Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide your life is in my hands
Suicide stay by my side

Suicide, be my guide, embrace me now, so I can die
Suicide the comfort that I crave

Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Suicide stay by my sideLet me die and finally be free
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide your life is in my hands