suicide and mania lyrics

I see their faces, they're hunting me
It's like a bullet flying over me

Despite the time they waste on me
There's no way out, no breaking free
I chase the shadow on the wall
I am a prisoner of myself
Just look at me

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No doctor - no healing
There's only disbelieving
The naked truth - no fantasy
No doctor - no healing
This poison gas I'm breathing
No other choice - than suicide and mania

Too many changes have ripped out my heart
Edge of insanity, I am the evil part

This must be real no fantasy
They're watching and destroying me
I'll crash my car against a wall
A silent scream, a final call
A funeral march

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