still i can't be still lyrics

Well, I don't believe in God
But she talks to me all the time
And I banish my mother
But she holds me when I cry

And I have been unfaithful
But with me he'll spend the rest of his life
And I have been forgiven by all
Whom I've betrayed and loved
And I have everything I want, is it ever enough?

Still I can't be still, still I can't be silent
Still I can't be still, still I can't be saved
Still I can't be still, I can't be silent, still I, still

Well, I don't believe I'm beautiful
But at least I have my sister's smile
And I, I resist the muses
But they sing to me in exile

And destiny is not deafening
But it hushed me like a child
And every time I feel as though I'm closer to the eye
The storm winds blow, I run inside
And though I feel revived

Still I can't be still, still I can't be silent
Still I can't be still, still I can't be saved
Still I can't be still, I can't be silent, still I, still

The insatiable peace
Of my quest for, for true serenity
No matter how hard the rain
The thirst, the thirst is never ending

No matter how many friends or angels
Been sent down to, to take me away
They can't make it okay
And they can't make it okay

And every time I feel
As though I'm closer to the eye
The storm winds blow, I run inside
And though I feel revived

Yes, every time I feel
As though I'm closer to the eye
The storm winds blow I run inside
And though I feel revived

I don't believe I'm beautiful
At least I've got my sister's smile
And I resist the muses
But they they sing to me
(Still)
Destiny is deafening me
(Still)

Still, still, still
I can't be, I can't be still
I can't be, I can't be still
I can't be, I can't be still
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