spay me lyrics

I fucked someone with words, broke a promise
You forgave but you won't forget
I pray the day will come when you see I was numb
Till you burned me with your cigarette

But each fight leaves my vocal cords shattered
I sing with my gums specked with glass
I pray and I beg like a dog, hump your leg
Till you spay my sorry broke ass

Singin', why do you always have to
Push me far away from you, all I want is to stay with you?
So naive, each time you leave
I always still believe in you, know that I'm holding you down

Now you're out on the town
The courage you've found, found, found
Is spitting in spite of me
Leaving me dead on the ground

Cater to me or I'll punch myself until my face is blue
Cater to me or I'll punch myself until my face is blue
Later you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you do
Later you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you do

If I'm an arrogant prick, shitting out heart attacks
Then you're the queen of the damned, feeling less, devoid of tact
Hey, I'm the crazy one here, I'm dying of a deep regret
But I can't stand these nights

I've spent alone away begging
Tearing my face apart like cheap leggings
Sorry my love, I'm gone, keep egging this on
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone

Pack my shit up and go, I'm getting wasted
Pack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face this
Pack my shit up and go, I'm getting wasted
Pack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face this