she calls home lyrics

I've got such a filthy heart sometimes
When you take me to that place and I never wanna leave
In the middle of, of the night
When everyone is sound asleep, where will you be?

You'll be waiting with a gas mask
In the dark, I can't stop myself
She calls home when I'm not there
So I won't freeze

I need to learn how to breathe
When I'm inside you
Sever the ripcord, sever it
I drift away, I drift away

Further down inside it gets so fucking cold
I come to you to feel helpless
Further down you know it's hard to free myself and you
Just keep driving until it's over
Until they swallow every last drop of me and you

I need to learn how to breathe
I need to learn how to breathe
Further down, I reach inside
Further down, I can't hide

I tried to show you that there's
Nothing you can take away from me
Nothing you can take away from me

Kill me, you're such a beautiful liar
Take me to the place where I'm king
Nothing like the way that you wanted
When you left me behind