right now lyrics

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

(Right now)
Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
(Right now)
I'm feeling strange inside I want to slash and beat you
(Right now)
I rip apart the things inside that excite you
(Right now)
I can't control myself, I fucking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
And watch the blood hit the ground

(Right now)
Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
(Right now)
I'm feeling strange inside I want to slash and beat you
(Right now)
I rip apart the things inside that excite you
(Right now)
I can't control myself I fucking hate you

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again
Oh, God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll fuck you up

(Right now)
Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
(Right now)
I'm feeling strange inside I want to slash and beat you
(Right now)
I rip apart the things inside that excite you
(Right now)
I can't control myself I fucking hate you

I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
(Shut up)
I fucking hate you
(Shut up)
I fucking hate you
(Shut up)
Shut up