pulling the string lyrics

Running I'm always running from myself
No one to help me no one knows
Not that anyone who knew would care
Dangling hanging from your tree

Am I an ornament of longing
A seed trapped inside the shell that is me
Nobody can save me from this from myself
Hurricane of head space spinning circle

Stacking up the walls that hide you from yourself
Crumbling pieces of me an offering to you
Falling gifts from me to you left nothing for myself
You had my cake and ate it too and left nothing for me

Fist for breaking these eyes for seeing right through
Heart for you to trample confidence lost
Nothing to lose nothing to gain from this loss
This right of passage denied holding the headstone
Tied to no one loosen the knot pulling the string

Losing feels like I'm losing all my worth
No one to notice no one would care
If they took the time to stop and stare
Nobody has the time for me for myself

Blistering pieces of me I'm giving them to you
These sweet whispers are from me to you want nothing for myself
You hold my world inside your hands and leave nothing for me

Fist for breaking these eyes for seeing right through
Heart for you to trample confidence lost
Nothing to lose nothing to gain from this loss
This right of passage denied holding the headstone
Tied to no one loosen the knot pulling the string

So sorry for whatever it was I've done
So I'm deserting sincerely me
Got to just be you've got to just know
I've got to leave it's time for me to go

So here's the note I've left the key
I hope that when you find this
I've left you with a happy ending

Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye
Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye
Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye

Fist for breaking these eyes for seeing right through
Heart for you to trample confidence lost
Nothing to lose nothing to gain from this loss
This right of passage denied holding the headstone
Tied to no one loosen the knot pulling the string

I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string

I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string
I'm tied to no one, no one
Pulling the string