perfect person lyrics

I don't udnerstand this, all pain pushed inside, all plastic frustration
Why you cannot be you, I am walking hate, all this surrounds me
I can't even try, I don't understand

Why I hate me

You do not see, I don't understand, in a mirror I see nothing
Why don't I see something, my mind my own prison, your face my own toy
I have no honest reflection, I don't understand

Why I hate me

See what I am, everything has changed, and I can't find my own mind
Cause everything feels dead

I can't feel
I am numb
A perfect person

Kill me

Found out what I'm doing, I can't find my head