needled 24/7 lyrics

Since day one ive been crass and far beyond. i couldnt laugh, i couldnt cry. before you judge me take a look at yourself. condescending outlivin in a lie. despite all the pain in my heart grinding through, it aint due that you hate that i hate what you do. despite all the piety youve been consuming thus far, a backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are. and everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge and turn, my eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn. a foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven. then again its like being needled 24/7. you look down on me to see the scum of the earth to be. fuck yeah thats me vile and obscene. hey i aint happy about it but at least i dont judge and decree to be better than another human being. despite all the piety youve been consuming thus far. can somebody please tell me what the fuck is going on. and everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n turn. my eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn. a foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven. then again its like being needled 24/7