need to lyrics

I, I am confused, fightin' myself
Wantin' to give in needin' your help
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
Outside, don't know you, but inside I'm fucked

Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer, I push you away
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you
(Why are you taken?)
I loved you
(Why do I feel so helpless?)
Why is it you?
(Rippin' my insides each time I'm with you)
(Why do I cry?)
(Why do I really need to?)
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Fuck you [incomprehensible]

Need to, need to, need to
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck

I hate you
(Why are you taken?)
I loved you
(Why do I feel so helpless?)
Why is it you?
(Rippin' my insides each time I'm with you)
Why do I try?
Why do I fuckin' need to?

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
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