near the end lyrics

I only disappoint you
You only disappoint yourself
I know I can't control you
You know I can't control myself

I'm over my head, in and out, I'm ahead
Tell me why, what are you waiting for?

I don't want to know
But I'm already there and again
I don't know myself, I don't want to know
But I'm already near the end

I have a curse because of you
I have a curse upon myself
I'm going to reach and pull you
I'm going to make you hate yourself
I'm over my head

I know, I know I'm not myself
I'm not myself I'm not myself
I know I can't control you
But are you okay when I'm alright
But are you okay when I'm alright

I'm over my head in and out, I'm ahead
I'm over my head in and out in your head
I'm over my head in and out, I'm ahead
I'm over your head in and out, I'm ahead

I said, ?I'm over my head in and out, I'm a head?
Tell my why, what are you waiting for?

I don't to want to know but I'm already there
And again I don't know myself
And I don't want to know but I'm already there
Tell me why, what are you waiting for?

I don't want to know but I'm already dead
And again, I don't know myself
I don't want to know but I'm already
I don't want to know but I'm already

Near the end, near the end
Near the end, near the end
Near the end, near the end
Near the end, the end