my heart is a fist lyrics

I surrender, i know i've been a pretender
You can have this guilt this misery i wear so well
I wave my flag i sound the alarm
Somebody stop me before i do any harm
I surrender i know i've been a pretender
I'm living a dead life i'm staring into the headlights
Of a gateway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight
Crash and burn s.o.s. somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life
I'm burning under the spotlight

My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again

Take a look at these hollow eyes- one last look before i say goodbye
To this candle-lit nightmare i feel like can never escape
So watch me fall from grace-watch me carve my hate
In the heart of a lover i feel i can never escape my fate
I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me
You don't notice me
I'm screaming while i pray
While i pray
While i pray
You don't notice me
I'm sick of you...
I am done with you...