my best wasn't good enough lyrics

Let's say I'm feeling better
Let's say I'm feeling fine
Let's say I gave you all I had
And now I'm out of time
And my best wasn't good enough

And now this time to wonder
Now this time to heal
Time to let it all come down
But I don't know what I feel

But it aches and it hurts and it burns
Oh it kills me

Tick,tock you don't stop
You don't fade
You just stay
But I'll do it all again (2x)

Now don't you call me baby
just don't pretend you care
save your sorry for yourself
when Judas takes you there

Once I really believed
There was nothing out there for the lost and lonely
But a voice in my head kept banging on my heart
Says you're not the only one

But it kills me

Tick, tock you don't stop
You don't fade
You just stay
But I'll do it all again (2x)