low point lyrics

I've been scared, not like this
You lose things, I lost it
Just please reach from somewhere
My heart's done, it's too scared

I've never wished this before now
If I said I did I'd take it all back
You have to go all the way
To know where it is, all the way down

You know what you'd stop for
When you're running from your worst fear
But you need it, now I'm fading
This is what I'd like to lay in

I've never wished this before now
Now I know all the long steps down
This time my eyes close like this
I know my last thoughts

I know my last wish
To not be wishing
To not have broke this
To feel what I'm missing

Somehow I broke it
I only know breaking
And what I want to lie in now

I've never wished
You have to go all the way