losing my brain lyrics

I cant seem to remember
and i cant seem to forget
i cant remember day to day
but my lifes not over yet
i aint got no time
and i aint got no will
i aint got much of anything
but i'm ready for my next big thrill

[Chorus:]
and it feels like im losing control
when chaos has taken its toll
and im goin insane..........today
and im losin' my brain.....hurray

now i dont wanna leave here
and i dont wanna stay
my brain keeps telling me one thing
but i go the other way
i need something i can believe in
i need me a bit of luck
everybody wants to grow up but
i dont give a fuck