looking foward to looking back lyrics

Drove to your house in the hills
Where I wanted to be
The lights were all on and I knew
You were waiting for me

And that road became familiar
Like the mystery shape of your heart

And I know you loved me in your way
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
I'm fine but I'm not okay
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days

The fog in the morning
It clouded the world that we knew
It was almost enough
Being lonely and living for you

And the rain came to our window
And I wish I could've stayed

And I know you loved me in your way
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
I'm fine but I'm not okay
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days

Let it go, let it go sunshine
Now you know, now you know
It's time, it's time

You were asleep
While I gathered my things in the dark
The burns on my fingers
Were all that was left of the spark

I didn't wanna wake you
'Cause I knew I couldn't say

But I know you loved me in your way
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
And I'm fine but I'm not okay
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days