just too tired to fight it lyrics

Here comes that same old memory
Like a movie in my mind
You told me you loved another
And then you drove off through the pines

And I swear it feels like yesterday
Though it's been a long, long time
I can still feel those cold chills
Runnin' up and down my spine

And I've been fightin' back the memories
I've been fightin' back the tears
And I'm fightin' back the hurt I still feel
After all these years

If I had the strength I'd fight
To make things like they were before
But I'm just too tired to fight it anymore

Everyday, my heart reminds me
How I boldly spoke those lines
"I can get along without you
And I'm gonna be just fine"

But the nights alone grew colder
Than I ever thought they'd be
And I spend every hour searchin'
For what you took out of me

And I've been fightin' back the memories
I've been fightin' back the tears
And I'm fightin' back the hurt I still feel
After all these years

If I had the strength I'd fight
To make things like they were before
But I'm just too tired to fight it anymore

And I thought time would overcome the torture
But instead I'm getting weaker everyday

Oh, I've been fightin' back the memories
I've been fightin' back the tears
And I'm fightin' back the hurt I still feel
After all these years

If I had the strength I'd fight
To make things like they were before
But I'm just too tired to fight
There ain't no way to hide

Just too tired to fight it anymore
Yeah, I'm just too tired to fight it anymore