it's been a shame lyrics

Over in a moment
You've the only lifeboat
Say you can soothe
But you know that you don't

Bitterer because
You said it was perfect
And I thought it was
And just like everyone does

And it's all on my shoulders
You're the one who got to say
"This has all been a waste
And I'm the one who had to stay"

Bitterer because
You said it was perfect
And I thought it was
And just like every fool does

And it's all on my shoulders
You're the one who got to say
"This has all been a shame
And I'm the one who had to stay

Trying to find it a reason not to ache
Like when you say that you don't care to stay
You're still not on your way
Anything, I'm still aching, aching

And it's all on my shoulders
You're the one who got to say
"This has all been a shame
And I'm the one who had to stay"