it's a start lyrics

There's a big old smokin' crater
Where our house used to be
I spent all my pay check
Buyin' up that TNT

I just got back from goodwill
Where I dumped all your clothes
And I fed all your flowers
To some old billy goat

Now it ain't much but it's all that
I could think of at the time
The worst things were the first things
That came into my mind

I ain't done here enough
To get you out of my heart
But at least I'm feelin' better
What the hell, it's a good start

Pull out a chainsaw to the oak tree
Where our car bear a name
Took her back home to our parking spot
Upon lover's lane

I've been leaving lots of messages
On those bathroom walls
With your name and number
For some hot stuff, just call

It ain't much but it's all that
I could think of at the time
The worst things were the first things
That came into my mind

I ain't done here enough
To get you out of my heart
But at least I feel better
What the hell, it's a start

I ain't done here enough
To get you out of my heart
But at least I'm feelin' better
What the hell, it's a start