i'm so happy to be here lyrics

I'm just wavin', I'm drownin'
I'm not kidding around and
I'm so happy to be here
But that's just a lie

I'm not flying I'm sinkin'
I'm not pretty in pink and
I'm so happy to be here,
I could just die

And I know that the good times,
they come and go.
And I know that it just ain't right
to be feeling so low.

And they say that this feeling I'm feelin'
It too shall pass.
But this days are like the day when it feels like a pain in the ass
ask me no questions I'll tell you no lies, I'm all out of I am alibis

And I'm no happy i'm hopeless
I'm not hanging, I'm ropeless
And I'm so happy to be here,
that's just a lie

And I'm not joyful, I'm jaded
I ain't blue, I'm just faded
And I'm so happy to be here,
That I could just die

And I shall wish somehow tomorrow
Didn't look like today
But I know when you walked out my door,
You walked out to stay.

And I know I should pick myself up
and move on but I'm stuck
And it's days like today
When you know I don't give a fuck
far and the way was the most beautiful day
Was the day that you said you'd be mine

I'm not waiting, I've waited
I'm no hero, I'm hated
And I'm so happy to be here,
And that's just a lie

I'm hardup I'm hurting
And I'm not smart but I'm certain
I'm so happy to be here,
That I could just die