i'm free now lyrics

I'm free now to direct a movie
Sing a song or write a book about yours truly
How I'm so interesting I'm so great
I'm really just a fuck-up and it's such a waste
To burn down these wall around me
Flexing like a heartbeat, we don't like to speak
Don't talk to me for about a week
I'm sorry it just hurts to explain
There's something going on that makes my guts ache

I got guilt I got fear I got regret
I'm just a panic stricken waste I'm such a jerk

I was honest, I swear
The last thing I want to do
Honest, I swear
The last thing I want to do
Is ever cause you pain, oh

I'm free now
Free to look out the window
Free to live my story
Free to sing along
Oh, oh, oh, oh

I'm free now to direct a movie
Sing a song or write a book about yours truly
How I'm so interesting I'm so great
But I'm really just a fuck-up it's such a waste
To burn down all these wall around me
Flexing like a heartbeat we don't like to speak
Don't talk to me for about a week
I'm sorry it just hurts to explain
There's something going on that makes my guts ache inside

I got guilt I got fear I got regret
I'm just a panic stricken waste I'm such a jerk

I was honest, I swear
The last thing I want to do
Honest, I swear
The last thing I want to do
Is ever cause you pain, oh, oh