if i go mad lyrics

But if I go mad no one will no it
I won't let it be seen
'Cause I don't want you to be sad for me
Be happy, don't cry

Listening...some megaphone pressed
against an insect's brain
Thought I could hear rain
Sun burns through, light bulb fades
Haaaa
Haaaa

Watching...some billion tear
funeral in my head
That what you said?
Sun burns through, light bulb fades
Haaaa
Haaaa

But if I go mad no one will know it
I won't let it be seen
'Cause I don't want you to be sad for me
Be happy, don't cry