i go insane lyrics

I just wanna live forever
But you just made other plans
There's a changing of the weather
And my life is in your hands

I saw you in the garden
And you turned and walked away
I don't think, I can take it
Can you hear me when I say

It don't feel the same as before
I won't take the blame anymore

When you leave, I go insane
I can't breathe, I go insane
And you know inside my head, I go insane
I want you to forgive 'cause I don't really want to live, to live

Now I'm standing on the platform
But it must have been a dream
And I fall into a chasm
Then you pulled me from a stream

I am lifted by your spirit
And it haunts me to this day
I don't think I can take it
Can you hear me when I say

It don't feel the same as before
I won't take the blame anymore

When you leave, I go insane
I can't breathe, I go insane
And you know inside my head, I go insane
I want you to forgive 'cause I don't really want to live

Every time you leave, every time I go
I don't wanna breathe, you don't wanna know
Every time you leave, every time you go
I don't wanna breathe, you don't wanna know

When you leave, I go insane
I can't breathe, I go insane
And you know inside my head, I go insane
I want you to forgive 'cause I don't wanna live
You've gone against the grain and I will surely go insane

I want you to forgive 'cause I don't wanna live
You've gone against the grain and I'll just go insane
Insane, insane, insane