i can't break it to my heart lyrics

If it's okay I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it's alright I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side

See I'm circling in these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me

But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart

Is it just me, did I commit a crime?
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time or was it in my head
I'm reading into things you never said

'Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around

But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart

And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect
In every single way as long as I can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh, 'cause I can't break it to my heart, oh

'Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around

But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you

But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
And if it's so right I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
I can't break it to my heart, oh