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I force myself through another day
Can?t explain the way today just fell apart like everything
Right in my face and I try to be the one
I can't accept this all because of you
I've had to walk away from everything

And I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
And I'm afraid to come back home

Another sleepless night again
Hotel rooms my only friend
And friends like that just don't add up to anything
And I try so hard to be everything
That I should never take away from you again
'Cause I heard you say

And I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
And I'm afraid to come back home

I cannot forget
I live with regret
I cannot forget
I live with

And I'll live through this
I can't see through this
And I can't do this anymore

'Cause I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
And I'm afraid to come back home

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
And I just wish I was back home, home