holding on lyrics

Once again I'm falling to my knees
(I try to escape 'cause I just can't take it)
Now this feeling is spreading like a disease
(I fake another day and the wheel keeps turning)

This place is so pathetic, doesn't anybody get it?
Is there anybody home?
(Is there anybody home?)
There's nothing left we're just a shadow of what we used to be

In the night there's a fire in my eyes
And this paradise has become a place we've come to cry
When I open your letter the words make it better
It takes it all away, oh, it keeps me holding on
Oh, it keeps me holding on

Here we are pretending we're okay
(You can say what you want but you still can't fool me)
The life we're living, it's all a masquerade
(I try to smile but I can't remember how)

So how did we get so jaded?
Is it so complicated to not give up on me?

In the night there's a fire in my eyes
(There's a fire in my eyes)
And this paradise has become a place we've come to cry
When I open your letter the words make it better
It takes it all away, oh, it keeps me holding on

Whenever I need you, wherever I run to
I know where to find you, it keeps me holding on
Whenever I need you, wherever I run to
I know where to find you

On, you keep me holding on
You keep me holding on

In the night there's a fire in my eyes
(There's a fire in my eyes)
And this paradise has become a place we've come to cry
When I open your letter the words make it better
It takes it all away
(It takes it all away)
Oh, it keeps me holding on

Whenever I need you, wherever I run to
I know where to find you, it keeps me holding on
Whenever I need you, wherever I run to
I know where to find you, it keeps me holding on