having a blast lyrics

I'm taking....all you down with me!
Explosives duct-taped to my spine.
Nothing's gonna' change my mind.
I won't listen....to anyone's last words.
There's nothing left for you to say.
Soon you'll be dead anyway.

Well no one here is getting out alive.
This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care.
So close your eyes and kiss yourself goodbye,
and think about the times we've spent and what they've meant.

To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing

I'm losing....all my happiness.
The happiness you pinned on me.
My loneliness still comforts me.
My anger....swells inside of me.
I'm taking it all out on you,
and all the shit you put me through.

Well no one here is getting out alive.
This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care.
So close your eyes and kiss yourself goodbye,
and think about the times we've spent and what they've meant.

To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing

Do you ever think back, to another time?
Does it bring you so down,
that you thought you'd lost your mind?
Do you ever want to lead a long trail of destruction,
and mow down any bullshit that confronts you?
Do you ever build up all the small things in your head?
To make one problem that adds up to nothing.

To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing