harder everyday lyrics

Well it's 9 P.M.
And you still haven't called me back
And if I try it again
I think you'll feel like you're under attack

I don't think I can take it
I don't think I can make it
I just want this to go away

Trying to be someone that you know you're not
It gets harder everyday, all the lonely days
There's no one left to love
You wish life would go away

Now it's 2 A.M.
And I'm pacing around on the floor
I wait for you to come home
But you never come walk through that door

Now I'm trying to fake it
I just can't seem to shake it
I just want this to go away

Trying to be someone that you know you're not
It gets harder everyday all the lonely days
There's no one left to love
You wish life would go away
You wish life would go away

I know one day, I'll get through this
I know one day, we'll be done
I know one day, I'll find a way
To see you

Now it's 6 A.M.
And I smashed all that you left behind
I gotta throw this away
These things that will never be mine

Trying to be someone that you know you're not
It gets harder everyday, all the lonely days
There's no one left to love
You wish life would go away

Trying to be someone
That you know you're not
It gets harder everyday
It gets harder everyday