grown so ugly lyrics

I got up this morning
Put on my shoes
Tied my shoes
Went to the mirror

But I combed my hair
I made a move
Know what to do
Tried to break and run

Baby, this ain't me, baby, this ain't me
Grown so ugly, grown so ugly
Don't even know myself
Don't even know myself

Left Angola, 1964
Walking down the street
Knocking for my baby, now
My baby come out and ask me who I am

I say, honey
Honey, don't you know your man?
She said my man been gone since 1942
I tell you, Mr. Ugly, he didn't look like you