gets me through lyrics

I'm not the kind of person you think I am
I'm not the anti-Christ or the Iron Man
I have a vision that I just can't control
I feel I've lost my spirit and sold my soul
Got no control

I try to entertain you the best I can
I wish I'd started walking before I ran
But I still love the feeling I get from you
I hope you'll never stop 'cause it gets me through, yeah
It gets me through, yeah

The feelings that I hide behind
Sometimes reality's unkind
The nightmares stalk for me at night
I dread the long and lonely nights

I'm not the kind of person you think I am
I'm not the anti-Christ or the Iron Man
But I still love the feeling I get from you
I hope you'll never stop 'cause it gets me through, yeah

I'm just trying live, yeah
I'm just trying live, yeah
I'm just trying live, yeah
I'm just trying live, yeah