freaking out lyrics

I was so much an outcast
No one ever liked me 'cause I wasn't wanted
I was so different from the rest of them all
Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed
And I never got no sleep
'Cause I kept on trippin' over what they said
And everythin' that my mom said, made me mad
And everythin' that my dad said, made me sad

Why am I even tryin'?
I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out
Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out

You keep shootin' those glances
Relatin' to the rawness, I'm a fuckin' lost kid
Tryin' so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me
You keep trippin' on everything I wear, every time I swear
Even when it comes to my hair
It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
I'm not a dope pullin' your life

Why am I even tryin'?
I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out
Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out
I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out
Draw me down, break me down, I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out

Your dreamin' dreads
Are you still trippin' on me?
You're drinkin' dread
Are you still trippin' on me?
Now do you drift?
Are you still trippin' on me?
Now do you drift?
Why are you trippin' on me?

I was so much an outcast
Find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
No one ever liked me
I can't find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right

Why am I even tryin'?
I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out
Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out
I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out
Draw me down, break me down, I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out
I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out, freakin' out
Draw me down, break me down, I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out