farewell my hell lyrics

Everything will soon turn black, so here's my letter
To get it off my chest
Promise father, don't look back, it's not for the better
I know you tried your best

Everybody seems so happy like they all share
Something I haven't felt for years
For long, I've tried to just hold on but now I don't care
I'm closing down my thoughts and fears

Forgive me, life is cruel
I'm leaving you

Hear you, little brother, me, you know I'm sorry
For every high hand
Give my love to mother, please, tell her not to worry
I hope she'll understand

Everybody seems so happy like they all share
Something I haven't felt for years
For long, I've tried to just hold on but now I don't care
I'm closing down my thoughts and fears

Forgive me, life is cruel
I'm leaving you
Ya, forgive me, life is cruel
Well, I'm leaving you

So long, don't wait for me in vain
What's wrong with being free from pain?
Be strong and live your lives like I never could

Farewell, let the memories be nice
To hell, don't think you'll go there twice
I'm well off right here, it's more than good
So farewell

Everybody seems so happy like they all share
Something I haven't felt for years
For long, I've tried to just hold on but now I don't care
I'm closing down my thoughts and fears

Forgive me, life is cruel
Well, I'm leaving you

(Leaving you)
Well, I'm leaving you
(Leaving you)
Well, I'm leaving you