falling again lyrics

I lay, looking at my hands
I search in these lines
I've not the answer
I'm crying and I don't know
watching the sky
I search for an answer
I'm free, free to be
I'm not another liar
I just want to bee myself... myself
And now the beat inside of me
is a sort of a cold breeze and I've
never any feeling inside
ruining me...bring my body
carry it into another world
I know I live... but like a stone I'm falling down
I pray, looking into the sky
I can feel this rain
right now it's falling on me
fly, I just want to fly
life is all mine
some days I cry alone,
but I know I'm not the only one
I'm here, another day is gone
I don't want to die...?
Please be there when I'll arrive,
don't cry... please.