failing the rorschach test lyrics

Hey Alice
I'm caving in, I'm caving in
I know it's not allowed
But sometimes I fantasize

I'm peeling off my skin
Enough to fill it up again
Hey rabbit
Into the pavement I'm caving in

Mother told me to be something
So I'm afraid enough to stay wide awake
So wide awake, wide awake

Hey rabbit
I came to win, I came to win
I know it's not allowed
But sometimes you might find

It feels like nothing is
It's everything you've been
Hey Alice
Into the pavement I'm caving in

Mother told me to be something
So I'm afraid enough to stay wide awake
So wide awake, wide awake

Mother told me to be something
So I'm afraid
Mother told me to be something
Enough to stay wide awake

This ain't real, baby
I've got a better excuse for myself
This ain't real, baby
I've got a better excuse for myself

And this ain't real, baby
I've got a better excuse for myself
I'm always here, I'm always here
I'm always here, I'm always here