encore et encore lyrics

You left me never knowin'

If we could have been

Though i'm alone and lonely

It feels like a spotlight is on me .

I stop breathing again and again

Cause i don't want to feel the pain

It feels like my ankles and my wrists are tied up

Cause i can't find the strenght to give up.

I hear my heart pounding

And it's just the beginning

Like the wind broke my window

The cold is in and never stops to grow,

This moment in time keeps growing

And by now i fear the neighbors door slaming.

I sit on my hallway floor

Cause i'm afraid if i walk around i'll see me in a mirror

A minute seems like a week

And i know i became a freak

Cause i'm scared of the dark, i feel its stare

And the phone keeps ringging but i don't care

Since you got me at the core

Now every night same as the one before

Any place too high feels like i fall

Everywhere i go feels like hitting a wall

I know i must think of you in past tense

And keep believing there's no chance

Now i'm counting each one gone by, and lost

I feel the pain they cost.

I must imagine you on the other side of earth

Either that you'll never be mine or you're not worth .

It hurts to know there won't be a picture of you and me


Birds flying away, i swear i saw them laugh at me !