down towards the healing lyrics

I want to make you happy, but I've fallen, I'm sorry
I thought my wings could hold me up with angels, not demons
You don't know how cool you are
To find the ways to love me without shame

I want my life to be red with trees and like autumn
I float away from evil and down towards the healing
So sad now have become
The children trapped in the mazes
I'd give myself to the one, yeah
Who has the courage to find me and free me, now

If I run I'll just become like all the faking lights
So let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight
Let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight, yeah
Let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight, yeah

Hallelujah, I'm not breathing
Hallelujah, I'm not breathing
Hallelujah, I'm not breathing
Hallelujah

I want to make you happy, but I've fallen, I'm sorry