down in this hole lyrics

I try to slip away - you wanna make me stay -
don't try to hold me back - 'cause I would break your neck -
don't try to make a light - don't even come inside -
you won't like what you'll see - untangle you from me -
you wish I had my wings - like puppets have their strings -
I like the dirt i'm in - hide in my filthy skin -
don't try to follow me - don't even lean on me -
'cause after losing ground - you would not hear the sound -
if there's a chance to heal these wounds in my hands -
to fill this hole in my heart - to kill this hate in my soul -
if there's a way - you know i'd like you to stay -
you know i'm trying so hard but now i'm down in this hole -
don't try to set me free - don't even rescue me -
it fucking eats me up - and it will never stop -
I know it's much too late - I feel so unafraid -
and now it's time I guess - to concentrate on death...
... dying so hard 'cause now i'm down in this hole - (kill me) -
if you believe it would be better to leave -
because it tears you apart -
because it's out of control - if you'd decide -
because you're sick of this fight -
because it's fucking too hard - then leave me down in this hole