don't think i'm not thankful lyrics

I made some choices
That I'm not proud of
I was a mess, couldn't care less
About anyone to me

But there was this angel
I was so sure would save me
We fell in love and I messed that up
And blamed it all on You for letting her leave

And I believe the rain that fell on me
Was holy water
I can see that the going through that hell
Just made me better
Stronger, faithful
But don't think I'm not thankful

If I could go back
I know I would change things
That I've a life, the pain, the pride
And those that I let down

But without those mistakes and wrong turns
I couldn't have grown and wouldn't have known
What my life's suppose to be bound
And what I'm leavin? out

The rain that fell on me
Was holy water
I can see going through that hell
Just made me better
Stronger, faithful
But don't think I'm not thankful

For You?re letting me down
Kicking my butt
Taking my hand
For picking me up

Now I believe that going through that hell
Just made me better
Stronger, faithful
But don't think I'm not thankful

And I believe the rain that fell on me
Was holy water
I can see, yeah, going through that hell
Just made me better