destructive lyrics

If I could smoke a cigarette right now I would
Rip out of my skin commit the sins, oh I could
If I could break a heart and throw
It all away for just one night
My conscience wouldn't care
If I just went ahead and wrecked my life

I want to be destructive
Trash everything in site
Beat the devil at his game
Abuse myself all night

I want to bitch the world out
One loud aching scream
Don't want anybody wanting
Anything from me

I'm sick of being perfect with your perfect little smile
Pick a fight with danger be a stranger to myself for a while
I want to come unraveled and have it out with my soul
I'm tired of all the voices telling me which way to go
I wish you'd silence your opinion
That's the last thing that I want to know

I want to be destructive
Trash everything in site
Beat the devil at his game
Abuse myself all night

I want to bitch the world out
One loud aching scream
Don't want anybody wanting
Anything from me

I'll fell better when I'm sane
But now I want to feel no pain
I'm really sick of thinking
I just want to be destructive

I want to be destructive
Trash everything in site
Beat the devil at his game
Abuse myself all night

I want to bitch the world out
One loud aching scream
Don't want anybody wanting
Anything from me