dear diary lyrics

Dear diary, my dear
Got to keep it all inside
Got to keep it locked behind
A golden wall of silence

You see I have my pride
And I won?t be telling him
Anytime soon, too afraid to say it
I wouldn't wanna embarrass myself
Telling everybody the truth

(No I)
I won?t send this valentine
(Oh I)
Violets are blue
(I won?t send it)

And if you don?t receive this valentine
(I won't pretend it)
Doesn't mean it ain't true
And I?m not thinking of you

Won?t kiss, I won?t tell
Never cross these lips
Never break the spell
Decided to go on denying myself
Living alone, living a lie

(No I)
I won?t send this valentine
(Oh I)
Violets are blue
(I won?t send it)

And if you don?t receive this valentine
(I won't pretend it)
Doesn't mean it ain't true
And I?m not thinking of you

(Oh I)
I keep living a lie
(Oh I)
I keep living a lie

(No I)
I keep living a lie
(Oh I)
I keep living a lie

To never speak of it
Or hear the music of it
We?ll play a symphony
In my wildest dreams

(No I)
I won?t send this valentine
(Oh I)
Violets are blue
(I won?t send it)

And if you don?t receive this valentine
(I won't pretend it)
Doesn't mean it ain't true
And I?m not thinking of you

(No I)
I won?t send this valentine
(Oh I)
Violets are blue
(I won?t send it)

And if you don?t receive this valentine
(I won't pretend it)
Doesn't mean it ain't true
And I?m not thinking of you

I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie

I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie

I won?t send this valentine
Violets are blue
And if you don?t receive this valentine